Sorry and Thanks for Everything

This evening my friends and I celebrated Ling Ling's birthday.

We started off with BBQ. We had a difficult time in setting out the fire and cooking all the food. We had set out the fire for more than 5 times and lots of food was not fully cooked. After BBQ for a long time, we sang a birthday song for Ling Ling before the cakes was cut. After which we clean up the place and went home.

Now sitting infront of the computer, reflecting about today events, I felt kind of bad and a little inferior complex. Comparing myself to the others, I feel that I did not help out much before, during and after the BBQ. I not sure was this because that it was time for me to bed, or was it just simply because of my laziness. I feel bad being like a selfish person, so I think I need to start to improve in this area from today onwards.

This afternoon and evening, unlucky things kept on happen to me. This had slightly made me upset. Hope I will be all right physically, mentally and spiritually by tomorrow.

Lastly, I would like to thanks Ling Ling, her family and friends for organising this BBQ. I would also like to thanks Sam and his parents for taking their time and efforts to season the chicken wings, meats and fish. We have all the food all thanks to all of them. I hope that Ling Ling did enjoyed it herself, and hope she will have good years ahead.