Sorry and Thanks for Everything

This evening my friends and I celebrated Ling Ling's birthday.

We started off with BBQ. We had a difficult time in setting out the fire and cooking all the food. We had set out the fire for more than 5 times and lots of food was not fully cooked. After BBQ for a long time, we sang a birthday song for Ling Ling before the cakes was cut. After which we clean up the place and went home.

Now sitting infront of the computer, reflecting about today events, I felt kind of bad and a little inferior complex. Comparing myself to the others, I feel that I did not help out much before, during and after the BBQ. I not sure was this because that it was time for me to bed, or was it just simply because of my laziness. I feel bad being like a selfish person, so I think I need to start to improve in this area from today onwards.

This afternoon and evening, unlucky things kept on happen to me. This had slightly made me upset. Hope I will be all right physically, mentally and spiritually by tomorrow.

Lastly, I would like to thanks Ling Ling, her family and friends for organising this BBQ. I would also like to thanks Sam and his parents for taking their time and efforts to season the chicken wings, meats and fish. We have all the food all thanks to all of them. I hope that Ling Ling did enjoyed it herself, and hope she will have good years ahead.

Ling Ling's BBQ Birthday Party

This afternoon after my Chemistry practical mock examination, my friends and I went to purchase items for Ling Ling's BBQ birthday party, which will be held tomorrow at the BBQ pit near her block.

We had our shopping without much difficulties. However, think we will like to thanks Sam for his initiative to season the chicken and string ray.

In around 3 hours 30 mins time, Ling Ling will turn 19. I hope that she will enjoy her special day.

Thanks friends

This post is specially for my friends.

This morning I received the wallet that I had chose as my birthday present. Must thanks the 40 friends who had each share their money for my new wallet, especially those who had spent time choosing and wrapping my wallet. Of couse, not to forget, I must also thanks those who had send me gifts, messages, blessings, wishes and sang birthday song for me. Thanks a lot.

I would also like to thanks my mother, brother and sister for giving me Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows as my birthday gift. Thanks

I hope that I will be less childish from today onwards. Sorry for the childishness in the past. I will also try my best not to act cute and be less noisy.

What do I want?

My birthday is only 3 days away and I still don't know what I really want for my birthday.

My friends had asked me what I will like to have for my brithday since monday, but I still don't really know what is the thing I want the most. There some ideas that had flesh over my mind though.

These ideas are:
1) Burger King (1 meal)
2) Customised key chain
3) Music book (J. S. Bach)
4) Wallet (Jeans+ / Billablong)
5) CD album (By Backstreet boys / 王力宏)
6) Donuts (From the store at CWP, Cold Storage)
7) Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (By JK Rowling)

Now I am trying to figure out which one do I want the most among these items. This is a tough job, it makes me heache for six days. Let analyse each item now.

1) Burger King
This is something that I long to eat for week. However, it is something that I eat and will be digested then. So it won't have much meaning to it. This is something that I can get it myself as and when I like.

2) Customised Key Chain
This is a good idea as it can be use or keep as a memory. So may consider this idea.

3) Music book (J. S. Bach)
This is something that I may like. However I am not sure if I would use it if I have it. It will be a waste if I don't. So this idea is only good if I sure that I will use it.

4) Wallet
It something that quite expensive and I can do with or without it. So this may not be the first choice if I could find something better than this.

5) CD album
This is something that I can do with or without it. So this may not be the first choice too.

6) Donuts
This is something nice and tasty. However it has not much meaning as it will be digested after I ate it, and I can get it easily if I want to.

7) Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows
This is something I really like. But it too expensive and scare that I will receive two of it as my other friend may buy it for me. So it is better that not to use this idea, and if nobody buy it for me I can buy it myself too.

So that all for the anlysis of these ideas. Hope that I will come out with the conclusion soon.

Racial Harmony Day

This morning my school celebrated Racial Harmony Day. I personally felt that it was fairly good, as being in the graduating classes, we did not celebrate much. We only participated in the making of two Rangolis and a fun "Additional Mathematics" lesson.

I did not participate much in the making of the two Rangolis, which was only 60cm by 60cm each. This was beacause it only allowed around ten people to help in the process of making them at each time. However, this did not make me feel bad about it as I had helped in dying the rice with various colour. The two Rangolis were great as it dispicted two beautiful flowers.

During school time I was quite emo as I felt weary. My mind was unable to keep awake, it felt empty and made me unable to think well. This may be dued to not having enough sleep and sleeping late last night. I used to sleep around 10pm most of the time so I was not use to sleeping late. This may be one of the reasons that led to me felt weary. Hope that my friends will not mind about it.

After today, I really need to strike hard for the up coming "O" Level Examination. Hope that I will have the determination and endurance.

Changes are in need! Change! Change! Change!

This evening, my friends and I went to Causeway Point cinema complex to watch Harry Potter and the order of Phoenix.

After watching the movie, I personally think that the plot is not good, as there is no continuous flowing of the story line and it is very different from the original story. But I did enjoyed the joke and the graphic.

Next, some of my friends and decided to have their dinners at home while others went to the food court centre on the fifth floor to have our dinners. I did considered going home to have but dinner but in the end I changed my mind.

While having dinner, I kept on joking and I over did some of them, which ended up having quite a tend atmosphere. Think it was because of my tactless jokes. I did not think much before I speak.

After I boarded bus 178, I sent messages to my friends and appologied to them. They said they were fine and they don't really mind about the jokes.

Really thanks them for not angry with me. But I knows this must not carry on, I need to change and be more tactful. Hope I can change it.

School Sport Day!

Today morning was my last Sport Day in WRS, which was held in Woodlands Stadium. I met up with my friends at Civi bus stop at 5.45am. We intended to have breakfast at Civi Mac, but it only open at 7.00am. We then ended up eating food bought from Seven-Eleven. After which I cycled to stadium, while the others walked there.

When reached the stadium, I went to look around and soon settled down. The races started soon. I was kind of crazy, kept on cheering and screaming through the whole day. My other classmates did also participated in the cheering and screaming. They all rock! This was the best Sport Day I ever had. Thanks to all my teachers and my classmates' support and participation.

But I also realised that today I was too crazy that I did't think much about the others feeling. I had screamed until some of my friends thought I was crazy. I also felt bad that I can't do much for my classmates, who felt sick after running. I just hope that they will rest well and recover soon.

Don't live in the Past

I would like to officially annouce that Si Kai and I had broke up since January 23, 2007.

This is my 1st time officially annouce, although some of my friends had knew about it long ago. It been around five and a half months. Maybe some of my friends did get this inform from others and hope to clerify with me but just lack of some courage. So now let me tell you personally that we had broke up.

This five and a month period is tough to go through, but I still made it in the end and I had grown mentally. Most of us will be passing through this stage. I hope when it approach anyone of us, we will face it bravely and grown in the process. Never try to forget about the past, but keep it as a part of your memories and move on. If I can do it, so will you.